
So there is hope now, a light at the end of a bleak and dark tunnel. The state of this country is so dismal, and yet we have no one to blame but ourselves. We have charged, borrowed, and negotiated our way through the decades and now we have a steep climb to stability. But fortunately I believe we have been tossed a thin (and for the first time, black) line in which to pull ourselves up.
I will say it was a bit of a moral struggle when it came to prop 102 though. In the previous election I supported the right for gay couples to marry. I have many gay friends and it felt so wrong to take away their right to marry the person they want to spend their life with. That was however, 4 years ago and much has changed. I can honestly say that I still had no idea what I would choose even until they handed me my ballot. It was a struggle between my own beliefs and views, and the beliefs and views of the church in which I am now a member. But when it came down to it, I set my own views aside and voted the way I believe a heavenly father would approve. Do I feel a little "down" or "guilty"? Yes. But at least in church I won't have the feeling of harboring a deep secret. If it were to be mentioned one Sunday during sacrament, I wont feel the need to hang my head in shame. So to those of you I know and love who may have wanted to marry someday, I am truly sorry. Times do change, and the future is always uncertain. Keep your hope alive. I mean, we did just elect a black president!